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As Good As Dead by Holly  Jackson
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did not like it

I. AM. ANGRY. words cannot describe the anger this put me through but i’m writing this for Ravi who deserved better😌

⚠️MASSIVE SPOILERS⚠️

Firstly, the book starts off with Pip acting very out of character, from her buying drugs from the guy who supplied them to Max who used them to rape Becca and then becoming addicted to them because of her PTSD. To her ignoring her loved ones (even poor Ravi) when they are concerned for her moral character.

In the book the killer sends Pip cryptic messages asking her “whose gonna look for you when you disappear� and this girl literally counts everyone in her life (Ravi, Connor, Jamie, Nat, Becca , her mom and dad) and is like “i mean i guess they would look for me 👉👈 but would Ravi???� like huh?? what does he have to do to prove to you that he loves you?? he already has been through so much for Pip from rehashing the trauma from his brothers murder to helping her through the case of Child Brunswick in the previous book. I mean he literally says they are Team Pip and Ravi and she still questions his love for her. Like if that isn’t toxic idek what is.

But here is where things get crazy okay. This girl gets kidnapped by the killer and ESCAPES only to come back to MURDER THIS MAN because of her PTSD?? i’m still confused why, and then she proceeds to call Ravi to help her FRAME THE MURDER on Max. ❓⁉�
I would like to remind the audience that Ravi’s brother, Sal, was ✨MURDERED AND FRAMED� that’s right ladies and gentlemen, and Pippus Maximus over here wants Ravi to help her FRAME a man *she* MURDERED. I don’t know if the author intended these parallels to happen but it was incredibly infuriating to read when the situation hit a little too close to home for Ravi. I mean you would think that he would have learned something from his brothers mistakes, he admitted in the previous books that he felt his brother was too naive and maybe too nice which is why he met such a terrible fate. So then why have Ravi be so willing to help Pip especially if he is supposed to be her moral compass?? make it make sense.
So, Ravi only wanting to be there for Pip because the author made him believe that she was the only thing he has left, agrees to help her hide and frame what she did 😃. The fact that the author knew that if they just made Pip do it on her own it would make her seem like a monster so they had to throw innocent, lovable, Ravi in the mix to justify her actions. I mean he literally tries to justify Pips actions FOR her. 🤧

Skipping past all of the unforgivable things that Pip did that infuriated me now so I can talk about the absolute monstrosity the ending was.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHGHHGHHHHHGHHHHG

PIP LITERALLY BREAKS UP WITH RAVI. ⁉️
she claims she is trying to save him from herself but she is just being a total and utterly horrible narcissist. And don’t worry i’ll explain exactly why. Ravi who had just helped her FRAME SOMEONE ELSE FOR MURDER is obviously going through it. It would be safe to assume that he would be feeling immense guilt, trauma, and remorse, especially because of his experience with his own brother getting murdered and framed. But he put all of that aside FOR PIP. You would think that after being an accomplice with someone in order to protect them you would both help each other through the experience. but NOPE. Pip got what she needed from Ravi and is now done. Pip thinks she is doing such a great job at protecting Ravi by leaving him after making him feel like she was the only person he had and abandons him to deal with it on his own.

And for those who think I’m exaggerating here is an exact quote from the book on pg 444 “Ravi broke behind her, crying out into the trees, the wind carrying his sobs over her, trying to pull her back. She kept going.� yessir, she made this boy help her frame someone for murder only a few days ago and keep it a secret only to break up with him and walk away.

But here’s the real kicker folks, SHE DOESN’T EVEN FULLY BREAK UP WITH HIM. SHE MAKES HIM BELIEVE SHE MIGHT COME BACK. She’s like, “i can be with you if max is convicted of being guilty to the murder. So i might come back, might not 🥰� ????? Why is she leaving him hanging?? If Pip really cared about Ravi she would break up with him and ask him to move on because she is dangerous. If she had his best interests in heart she would know that he deserved someone else and it would also add some character development because she would be SELF AWARE. It would make sense. Not her telling him they can be together if her plan which involved Ravi is successful. If she truly wanted to protect Ravi she would have LET. HIM. GO. for good.

This is only a fraction of the anger this book caused me and I literally cannot describe my thoughts accurately. But i wanted to bring some sort of justice to poor Ravi.

And so here are my final words: Ravi 🥺, you deserve better. And Pip 🤡, you’re a clown.
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~ thank you for your service 😔


Hafsa Ok but they do end up getting back together tho�


Palwasha Hafsa did we read the same book


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Alexis Jamison I don’t remember her ever doubting he would look for her or that he loved her. It is definitely alluded to that they got back together in the last page, which I think is what Hafsa is referring to.


Valerie Pips a clown? Girl u know she killed a serial killer and rapist right? And she never forced anyone to help her and also she didnt wanna break up with ravi but if she wanted him to be protected she needed to. So ur basically the clown <3


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~ JOEMAMA <3


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~ girl if u loved the book stop searching for 1 star reviews


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~ youve read 2 books calm down emily bronte


Palwasha Pip is no angel Evangeline, her character growth plummeted in this story, again, she had ravi frame this man with her when his own brother was murdered and framed. And if she really wanted to protect him she should have left him forever, not leave him hanging only to get back with him later. She did this for her own personal gain. Your contribution to the conversation was revolutionary <3


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Mithra I’m so late and while I do think your opinion is valid, their are holes in your argument.

You cannot call what happened in the third book to he first book a parallel because a parallel needs similar circumstances. They framed the murder on Max, but never killed him. The main problem Pip had was that an innocent man had lost his life by being framed for a murder, however if you so much as even imply Max Hastings was innocent, I am assured that your opinion is quite ignorant.

I think you may have not been paying attention or perhaps your making points to perpetuate your narrative, however Pip never once claimed that Ravi would not search for her. He was the first person she would think of upon getting promoted � who would look for you when you disappear�. Is that not why she left those traces in the boot of Bell’s car? With the confidence and faith Ravi and the others would avenge her.

Before you go and clown on Pip’s decision making and call her a narcissist, I want to remind you that 1. She has been through so much trauma at such a young age which, as well is the impact of that trauma, have been highlighted numerous times throughout the book, a very real depiction of the coping mechanisms that teens use and 2. Her youth, just an adult, now please consider that these to significantly factor into her decision making and perhaps she wasn’t a narcissist or selfish as you so claim, rather allowing her love and care for Ravi and her friends, like she explicitly stated, to be safe and not get involved. She was prepared to confess twice, if it meant keeping them safe so I think it’s quite deluded that you would call someone who has put two serial rapist and a murderer in jail.

Once again I want to remind you that although your opinion is valid some factual statements you use to support this argument or simply nonsensical.


Palwasha ^holly jackson please come get your fans!! 🥺🙏


message 12: by Simmy (new)

Simmy valerie rlly thought she did something💀 she probs giggling and kicking her feet. val*rie dookie post just represents her in real life, she probs doesn’t know what a shower is and sounds like she can’t ride a bike😟😟 yikes I’d delete that comment if i were u val*rie but that’s just me fr. keep ur shitty thoughts to urself tf kinda name is that anyway, miss palwasha got more meaning in her name that u have in life dawg settle down💀💀


Breeli Palmer Ignore these comments I completely agree 😭 the characters were ruined, pip makes awful decisions and Ravi deserves better


Imani Branch I respect your opinions but I believe that some of them are missing important context.


charlotte ★ I 100% agree with you. Pip can't do this to Ravi like man 😔 the book is still good, but Pip left Ravi crying in the woods you can't do that to him


Sophia Agreed. This series sucked and the ending was so stupid lmao


Valerie Hey palwasha why don’t u read Mithra’s comment and then fucking talk hm? Bcs they legit said everything that u forgot about.


Emily Paschall Ok i really agree with your review!!!!! Ugh so frustrating that it’s so accurate bc I rlly wanted a good ending


merjaan ugh i agree!!! ravi was constantly there for pip and i understand that she has been through severe trauma but so has he!!! and he is finding healthy ways to move on and grow as a person!! she has a HUGE support system (including her best friends whose father she literally put in prison) but she STILL thinks she’s alone in everything and it was infuriating!!! also why on earth would she think it’s a good idea to cut off all her friends and family when she’s scared she’s being suspected of a crime??? like pippa that makes you seem MORE suspicious!!! some thought would have been great pippa!!! love pip and ravi but this book seemed like i was reading about different characters. ravi’s humor was a 10/10 this book tho!


龱ԲԲ❶ I knew Ravi shouldn’t have been as ok w everything as he was and you just put into words why. Thank you


Emily Good And she totally emasculates him by “forcing� him to say “under duress� utterably TERRIBLE book.


message 22: by Jay (new) - rated it 3 stars

Jay Klein Ravi did deserve better and was kinda bland.


Calista Chandler Ravi deserves the world!!!


message 24: by Whoever (new)

Whoever You better not talk about this masterpiece ever again


Palwasha girl there’s nothing left to say, i ate this up 😔☝️


message 26: by Mel (new) - rated it 5 stars

Mel kinda agree w the Ravi part but that’s it. Sal was innocent in all ways. Jason was a serial killer and m*x a serial rapist lmao not gonna feel sry for these piece of shits. Especially the way Pip KNEW that the police would not believe her. The way her thoughts showed WHY she chose to kill him. “Break the cycle�. Max Hastings got away with hurting woman and so would’ve Jason Bell, so she made sure that he would NOT be able to hurt anyone again. The character development was CRAZY yeah but Jackson did a great job at portraying the change, how Pip went down the dark road, WHY Ashe did. Idk if her crimes are unforgivable, I sure as hell dgaf what happened to Jason or Mxx. Stan Pip but yeah Ravi deserved better


Madelyn Grismore Can we be friend cause this is exactly how I feel


message 28: by Zola (new) - rated it 5 stars

Zola Glaziou Your review only makes sense if you’re fourteen years old because wtf


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~ me when i lie


message 30: by Noel (new) - rated it 3 stars

Noel Tyminski Ravi deserved better!!!


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