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Dear Kellan,

Well, what can I say? The book hangover I had this morning was so worth it. I really never doubted it would be, after all you are Kellan Kyle: letter writing, rose petal leaving, Rock God. Admittedly, I was wary. First of all, this is the last time we’ll be spending together so I really built it up in my mind that it would be perfect. I know that was a lot of pressure for you, but as usual, you have not disappointed.

Secondly, I was really worried because of…your�� you know�� “w���ڱ���. I’m sure you’ve heard it before but, Kiera, she grates on my nerves. I might have had to “exchange�� my kindle after Thoughtless because it slipped out of my hands when I was screaming at her. Yes, perhaps I was overly emotional, but�� um�� well�� SHE’S ANNOYING!!! I know you must find that quality endearing, but I do not. Yes she was marginally better in Effortless, but again, she takes some getting use to. Generally I think this is what I would do, and Kiera, she does the opposite. So coming into this one I was apprehensive. Listen I just want you to be happy. You have been so broken and damaged, and I get that, and I want you to feel loved, and appreciated, and worthy because you deserve that.

So we are heading out on tour with you and I’m nervous. I mean really nervous. So nervous that the paperback I got my hands on last Thursday; I decided I couldn’t open it up because my reading buddy didn’t have one, and I could not go into this alone. You are gorgeous, and talented, and umm have I mentioned a Rock God? Your “w���ڱ��� she’s whiny and jealous and insecure and this seems like a real recipe for disaster. As much as I can’t stand her, I know you love her so I’m willing her to put on her big girl panties and deal. You know what Kellan�� she did! Having Kiera make decisions in this book based on what was in your best interest and having her worry about someone other than herself was�� well�� refreshing. I was floored by Kiera in Reckless. She grew up, she was supportive and mature, so much stronger than in the other two books, and a pleasure to read about. Kudos to SC for turning me into a fan of Kiera.

There were a few times that I was seriously worried. After all we have the record executive thinking he owns you, and I won’t even get into master manipulator pop princess Sienna. There was plenty for Kiera to get upset about, to run out over, to slap the s*it out of someone about, but to her credit she faces everything head on. There were actually several times that I felt bad for Kiera. That I thought okay this is her final straw, but nope girlfriend took her minute and moved on.

I’m really going to miss you Kellan. You are swoon worthy on so many levels. Truth be told I’ll miss all the D-Bags. I have to make a special shout out to Griffin. Jeez did he also do a hell of a lot of growing up in this story. More importantly he made me laugh. Every scene he entered I knew I was going to be in for a good dose of humor. He’s funny as all hell and I loved that he brought Kiera comfort at just the right times. That Thanksgiving conversation was priceless, and I would love to see a novella or book from his POV ASAP.

So I’m sad that we are ending our little relationship. It was fun while it lasted. I’m glad I’m leaving you in a good place. Your journey has been incredible and I’ve certainly loved the ride.

“I love you. I would do it all over again if I needed to. I’d go back to the beginning for you.��

XOXO,
Kirsten