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I never thought I would hate a novel by Paullina Simons, but here it is. This overly long first novel deals with the life a young woman named Tully Makker. She comes from a horribly abusive family and her background, as well as tragic loss, sets the stage for the poor life choices she makes throughout the novel.
The plot moves at a turtle's pace taking us through Tully's devastating teen years where her mother's attentions range from nonexistant to severe beatings. Tully dances at frat parties and strip joints for money, loses herself in meaningless sex, and isolates herself from her best friends, Jennifer and Julie. When tragedy strikes, the loss is so overwhelming for Tully that it haunts her well into womanhood and influences her decisions. Tully continues to isolate herself, bouncing from man to man and, at times, two-timing her boyfriends. While all this is happening she is trying to decide the course of her future, but fails miserably because she refuses to share herself with people that might help her. She finally decides to go to college and study social work.
The tone of this book was tragic and disappointing, overly long, and hopeless. (No I don't need to read a page and a half of how she convinces the state of Kansas to allow Child Services a bigger budget and longer training times for prospective foster families.) Tully then marries, out of neccesity, a man who loves her but she feels nothing for. People hate her at her job because she makes waves, her friend Shakie loves a fellow classmate but can't have him because she is married...blah, blah, blah. I was also dissatisfied with the way the relationship between Tully and her mother is wrapped up. It didn't feel realistic to me at all. I never felt any sympathy for her lovers except Jack. He didn't deserve to be hurt by Tully who seems to poison everything she touches.
Towards the end of the book I hoped that Tully would finally get a little happiness and what does the idiot do? She makes another dumb choice. I felt my anger rising and I finally lost my patience with this drivel. Tully muddles through life and just when things seem to be changing for the better, she once again throws happiness away with both hands. I never thought I would dislike a heroine as much as I disliked this one. The entire book had me wondering what the point of it was?
D+ read.
The plot moves at a turtle's pace taking us through Tully's devastating teen years where her mother's attentions range from nonexistant to severe beatings. Tully dances at frat parties and strip joints for money, loses herself in meaningless sex, and isolates herself from her best friends, Jennifer and Julie. When tragedy strikes, the loss is so overwhelming for Tully that it haunts her well into womanhood and influences her decisions. Tully continues to isolate herself, bouncing from man to man and, at times, two-timing her boyfriends. While all this is happening she is trying to decide the course of her future, but fails miserably because she refuses to share herself with people that might help her. She finally decides to go to college and study social work.
The tone of this book was tragic and disappointing, overly long, and hopeless. (No I don't need to read a page and a half of how she convinces the state of Kansas to allow Child Services a bigger budget and longer training times for prospective foster families.) Tully then marries, out of neccesity, a man who loves her but she feels nothing for. People hate her at her job because she makes waves, her friend Shakie loves a fellow classmate but can't have him because she is married...blah, blah, blah. I was also dissatisfied with the way the relationship between Tully and her mother is wrapped up. It didn't feel realistic to me at all. I never felt any sympathy for her lovers except Jack. He didn't deserve to be hurt by Tully who seems to poison everything she touches.
Towards the end of the book I hoped that Tully would finally get a little happiness and what does the idiot do? She makes another dumb choice. I felt my anger rising and I finally lost my patience with this drivel. Tully muddles through life and just when things seem to be changing for the better, she once again throws happiness away with both hands. I never thought I would dislike a heroine as much as I disliked this one. The entire book had me wondering what the point of it was?
D+ read.
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All my reviews are long, sweetie. That means I have READ the book and feel completely capable of giving it a fair review. Have no control whether you agreed with it or not. That goes for you too, Jessica. There is no such thing as misreading a book. You can like it or you can throw it out the window. I chose the latter.





I'll check her out. Thanks, Suze!






Paullina Simons is a hot/cold author. I thoroughly enjoyed the Bronze Horseman and, surprisingly, Red Leaves. Red Leaves is a gritty, detective thriller while The Bronze Horseman is an epic love story that takes place during WW2. Both books are completely different but very engaging. I have to warn you, the last half of Bronze Horseman gets sexually graphic, making you feel like a voyeur spying on two people getting it on. So, beware if that is not your thing.
Below is the link to my review of BH
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Happy reading!



I’d best add too, I was only 16 when I first read it; and could really resonate with Tully at that age; our mothers shared a lot in common, so her story lit a fire within me. I am now 40; and until I had my children at 32; I would re-read Tully once every couple of years. I know I haven’t read it since I’ve been a mother myself, and I do wonder if I would still love Tully as much as I did?
It’ll always have a special place in my heart; it was one of the truly adult books I had read at the time, and one that spoke to me almost subliminally. I could feel what Tully was feeling; yet couldn’t quite grasp why? It also took me many years to acknowledge that my mother too was an abusive narcissist; something that I didn’t understand until only a couple of years ago, when a tumultuous event in our lives saw me seek counselling for the first time.
My life in retrospect, turned out nothing like Tully’s. I am still happily married to the man I met when I was 18, our similarities ended with the narcissistic mother. I think, in retrospect, that I viewed the book as a ‘guide to how things could’ve been worse,� which made me feel better about my mother’s awful treatment; as Tully’s mother hadn’t tried to hide the signs of her physical abuse towards her daughter. It made 16 year old me think, “at least I’m not beaten that badly.� “At least I haven’t turned to alcohol and stripping.� “It can’t be that bad, my father hasn’t left my mother,� and so on.
Like you, I enjoyed ‘Red Leaves,� despite the genre being completely different to that of Tully. ‘Eleven Hours� bored me; and as a result, saw me shelf ‘The Bronze Horseman� for 8 months after I had purchased it. I did try to read it straight away, but was turned off when I realised Paullina had changed directions once again. When I did finally pick it up again, man oh man. The fact that I had to wait 4 years for a sequel literally tortured me. I read and reread it; and wished Paullina could just tell me that T&A had reunited after the war, and lived happily ever after.
I literally burst into tears when I walked in to my bookshop and saw T&A’s names on the back of the sequel. My reaction was so sudden and intense, that I alarmed the shop assistants!
I think people would’ve felt differently about Tully had they read Paullina’s writing in chronological order as I had, and had seen Paullina’s growth as a writer, rather than make comparisons between her best work, and her earliest.
I probably haven’t properly made my point; but I will always have a place in my heart for Tully. It was the book that made me fall in love with Paullina’s writing, and a wonderful debut for a first-time author ❤️

that gives no hope is a frustrating read. Someone who makes stupid choices every time and doesn’t stop
is a frustrating read indeed!
