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Blackbird: A Childhood Lost and Found
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Is it wrong to review my own book? Heck no! I wrote it. Who better than me to speak about it?
What Blackbird is: a view into my own experience of childhood at a time when all I could do was be a first person, present tense witness. I wrote Blackbird from a place of longing to love and be loved as well as to speak to what I saw, lived, felt and questioned about that time. I was digging into the question of mother--as it was time in my life to become a mother. I wanted know my mother--not realizing that I was truly longing for the mother who gave me life. My only memory was of the mother who adopted me and then died after a long struggle with a complex form of tumor growth in her spine. So I began there--with Janet, Bud and then Bryan. I wrote our life and told the story of events that continued to unfold--going from bad to worse and yet--as all dissolved around me--how I continued to move forward and step into each day.
Blackbird is a tiny testimony about survival and what we, as humans and as forms of greatness, can endure and transcend. It was not the end though, it was the beginning. The story that came next was Still Waters. But that is a different review.
(FIve stars?? YES, I give myself five stars. I give every writer five stars. If you have the courage and tenacity and patience to write and then publish a book, you are a five star writer in my book.)
What Blackbird is: a view into my own experience of childhood at a time when all I could do was be a first person, present tense witness. I wrote Blackbird from a place of longing to love and be loved as well as to speak to what I saw, lived, felt and questioned about that time. I was digging into the question of mother--as it was time in my life to become a mother. I wanted know my mother--not realizing that I was truly longing for the mother who gave me life. My only memory was of the mother who adopted me and then died after a long struggle with a complex form of tumor growth in her spine. So I began there--with Janet, Bud and then Bryan. I wrote our life and told the story of events that continued to unfold--going from bad to worse and yet--as all dissolved around me--how I continued to move forward and step into each day.
Blackbird is a tiny testimony about survival and what we, as humans and as forms of greatness, can endure and transcend. It was not the end though, it was the beginning. The story that came next was Still Waters. But that is a different review.
(FIve stars?? YES, I give myself five stars. I give every writer five stars. If you have the courage and tenacity and patience to write and then publish a book, you are a five star writer in my book.)
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PS...I always have SUCH a hard time "Goodreading.com" real life events. Glass Castle, Blackbird...so hard. I had a hard time turning the pages for you both because as a mother, I couldn't IMAGINE what was coming next. Well done Jennifer.




There are usually even more than two sides. Jonathan, I can understand you wanting to defend your family. I'm not sure why I'm uncomfortable but I am. We're here to discuss books, not necessarily true stories. It's fine to write your own review and to post, but I think it's weird to post here. I'm just stating my feeling. I'm here to discuss books and have some more personal discussions with people I know well. Yes, I like knowing how factual non-fiction books are but this is a memoir, and I know none of the people involved; I have no personal involvement. I'm not sure if 欧宝娱乐 is your very best forum to put your views forward, other than in your own review. I feel as though I'm in the middle of a family squabble and I don't want to be there.


Exactly.




I think I might have read this book years ago and it stuck with me to the very core. I thought I remembered a stepmother named Connie? I never got to to read the sequel, but if this is the book I am thinking of, it was one of the finest written books I've ever read. Now I know I must read Stillwater to complete the story.
Thank you for having the guts to put in writing and go through the publishing process so that we all have had a chance to read something so well written that it had stayed in my heart after all the years!
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