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Blackbird by Jennifer Lauck
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Is it wrong to review my own book? Heck no! I wrote it. Who better than me to speak about it?

What Blackbird is: a view into my own experience of childhood at a time when all I could do was be a first person, present tense witness. I wrote Blackbird from a place of longing to love and be loved as well as to speak to what I saw, lived, felt and questioned about that time. I was digging into the question of mother--as it was time in my life to become a mother. I wanted know my mother--not realizing that I was truly longing for the mother who gave me life. My only memory was of the mother who adopted me and then died after a long struggle with a complex form of tumor growth in her spine. So I began there--with Janet, Bud and then Bryan. I wrote our life and told the story of events that continued to unfold--going from bad to worse and yet--as all dissolved around me--how I continued to move forward and step into each day.

Blackbird is a tiny testimony about survival and what we, as humans and as forms of greatness, can endure and transcend. It was not the end though, it was the beginning. The story that came next was Still Waters. But that is a different review.

(FIve stars?? YES, I give myself five stars. I give every writer five stars. If you have the courage and tenacity and patience to write and then publish a book, you are a five star writer in my book.)
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Leslie the best EVER review!! i wish more authors would review their own books.


Laura Thank you for your book. I am in complete awe. Memoirs are my favorite genre. I took memoir writing class in college and wrote about my own adoption, which I read aloud to the entire class at the end of the semester. I can't wait to read more of your books.


message 3: by Amy (new) - rated it 4 stars

Amy I agree. It's SO easy as a reader to critique....but in this case you LIVED it. Good on you reviewing your own book! CHEERS on you!
PS...I always have SUCH a hard time "Goodreading.com" real life events. Glass Castle, Blackbird...so hard. I had a hard time turning the pages for you both because as a mother, I couldn't IMAGINE what was coming next. Well done Jennifer.


A.R. McKenna Agree completely!


message 5: by Nicole (new)

Nicole Read this a few years back - it resonated with me - the pain, innocence, especially the mood of another time and the places (I'm from the same time and have lived in some of the same places). Writing your memoir was an act of generosity.


Jennifer Meech I am choosing this book for my book group (in Wellington, New Zealand) as it is my turn to choose next month and your story is one I will never forget and I want my friends to read about you as I feel as if I know you.


message 7: by Ma (new) - rated it 4 stars

Ma Izzah Your memoir haunts me to this day. In a good way. I hope j find a copy of still water one day.


Lisa Vegan Jonathan, Who are you and how do you know this, and why are you posting this on this particular review instead of doing so on your own review?


Lisa Vegan P.S. I see that you do have a review.


message 10: by Lisa (new) - rated it 5 stars

Lisa Vegan Jonathan wrote: "Yes, I do. It's worth a read if you're interested in the controversy between Jennifer and her former family members. There are truly two sides to every story."

There are usually even more than two sides. Jonathan, I can understand you wanting to defend your family. I'm not sure why I'm uncomfortable but I am. We're here to discuss books, not necessarily true stories. It's fine to write your own review and to post, but I think it's weird to post here. I'm just stating my feeling. I'm here to discuss books and have some more personal discussions with people I know well. Yes, I like knowing how factual non-fiction books are but this is a memoir, and I know none of the people involved; I have no personal involvement. I'm not sure if 欧宝娱乐 is your very best forum to put your views forward, other than in your own review. I feel as though I'm in the middle of a family squabble and I don't want to be there.


message 11: by Lisa (new) - rated it 5 stars

Lisa Vegan The members of 欧宝娱乐 have no more reason to believe you than her. I still say this is not the place. I'm out of this conversation.


message 12: by A.R. (new) - rated it 5 stars

A.R. McKenna Lisa wrote: "The members of 欧宝娱乐 have no more reason to believe you than her. I still say this is not the place. I'm out of this conversation."

Exactly.


Jennifer D. Munro Bravo, sister. Your book deserves five stars.


Sherry Jennifer I am about halfway through Blackbird right now and am completely absorbed by it! I have been waiting for a few months to find a book again that I can't put down and that makes me stay up reading way past when I should be asleep. I lvoe your writing style and have already ordered Stillwater b/c I know I will not want to wait for the next book once Blackbird is over. I look forward to continuing to read about Jenny's journey.


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Michele Can't wait to read this because I can already tell I will relate to it all too well. It's such sweetness for the soul when we know we share so much. We have so much to be grateful for - so I'm grateful to come "from" the other side so that we can see all the better and thank God for OUR daughters and the chance to love the way we were meant to in the first place ! It's pure GRACE.


Diana Jorge-tulk I read Blackbird about ten years ago and loved it. I ran out and bought the sequel and loved it too. I loved the books so much that I leant them to someone and life got busy and complicated and I couldn't remember who I leant the books to. Time passed and I remembered these books and how much I loved them but for the life of me I couldn't remember the titles or the author(so sorry). I have been trying to remember ever since then today I was on goodreads and there in my recommendations was your wonderful. Blackbird. I can't believe I have found them again. I can't express how happy I am. I'm going to order them today and all the books you have written. And be assured that I will never forget you as a Author and I will not be leading them out again. When asked if I have a favourite author I now can say yes, Jennifer Lauck.


Melissa I admire you so much and I gave your book 5 stars too!


message 18: by Suzy (new) - rated it 5 stars

Suzy Blazak I loved your comments! As a writer at heart from an early age, I know that this is my true calling. I think about writing obsessively and have been told by everyone that I know well that I am truly a master at storytelling. But will I let myself do it??? No way- because I am so afraid of failing. Writing is so personal to me that criticism which is a nature of the beast, just would seem so overwhelming and such a personal attack! I know it sounds so ridiculous, but if I found out that I was terminal tomorrow, one one regret would be that I didn't write what I know out of shear fear of rejection. By just reading your review, I am so proud to hear you give yourself 5 stars, which you deserve for even putting it out there!
I think I might have read this book years ago and it stuck with me to the very core. I thought I remembered a stepmother named Connie? I never got to to read the sequel, but if this is the book I am thinking of, it was one of the finest written books I've ever read. Now I know I must read Stillwater to complete the story.
Thank you for having the guts to put in writing and go through the publishing process so that we all have had a chance to read something so well written that it had stayed in my heart after all the years!
Suzy


Karen Kelly I would give your book five hundred stars if I could. I re-read it every year and every year it leaves me undone with tears streaming down my face. It's an absolute favorite book of mine and I can't thank you enough for sharing your life with us.


message 20: by Luci (new) - rated it 5 stars

Luci Macias I loved your story its awesome how you rated your own book!!! This was probably the only book that made me have to cry take a breath put it down and then pick it back up! Amazing story!


Nicole You are an amazing writer!!! I love this memoir and the sequel. Your writing class on the beach is on my bucket list!!!


Gretchen I just finished your book. I am in awe of you, Jennifer. Your spirit is beautiful. Thank you. Just beautiful.


Deborah You were right, this is a five star novel, and it was extremely compelling and beautifully written. I hadn't realized before I finished it, that it was your memoir, and when I found that out, I was extremely impressed that you could have survived all that you did, and yet turn out to be such a beautiful person. Thank you for sharing your life with us!


message 24: by Winona (new)

Winona McSwain A wonderful book,Jennifer!I will read all your books now!5 stars for Blackbird!


Nadine This is the most heartwrenching memoir that I have ever read! My heart broke for you over & over! You are so strong to have survived your past! Thank you for sharing!


Sandra I found this book by chance and am determined to find the rest of your story in the ensuing books. I got up at 3 a.m. to finish the book, and then wrote a poem about it.


Melissa Duggan I couldn鈥檛 put your book down. I love that you wrote this review! I laughed & cried throughout your book, and felt so much empathy and compassion for young Jenny and everything that she went through. 鉂わ笍


message 28: by K (new) - rated it 2 stars

K I don鈥檛 understand how your grandparents show up after so much time. Also your aunt Georgina and uncle Charles could have done more to get you away from Deb. Did Deb legally adopt you? I don鈥檛 recall reading that. Up until I learned you had your father鈥檚 relatives alive and able to care for you I thought your book was good. Your chronological age is hard to figure out. How did you get away with skipping school and how did max and Karen deal so passively with your mother. Was the church name a pseudonym for Scientology or EST?


Jessica What a courageous young girl you were. You said you wrote a sequel? I hope it answers some of these questions like Karen asks in the comment above mine!!!! Loved it!


message 30: by zendegy (new)

zendegy i've not yet read any of the books, but that sentence at the start of you review has inspired me to do so. it made me smile and i've a soft spot for anyone who does that!


Becky I just listened to this audiobook in one day while I sewed. It was so good, I became determined to hear the whole thing as quickly as possible. I just loaned it to my mom with the warning that it hits very close to home on her childhood. I鈥檒l be interested to hear if she enjoyed it or if there were too many triggers. She鈥檚 a tough girl, and my bet is on the first thought. Thank you for writing your story. I鈥檓 looking to order the sequel now.


Rebecca Thank you for sharing your story with the world. I just finished a few minutes ago and I believe it will sit with me for some time to come.


Elizabeth It鈥檚 excellent, Jennifer. I remembered at the end, that it is true!!!!! :( so so sad and so readable and such an excellent ending. I want to slap Deb. Love and peace and congratulations. I couldn鈥檛 put it down.xoxoxoxoxoxox


message 34: by Bridget (new)

Bridget I just started your book, and decided to check out your 欧宝娱乐 page as well. I love this review, and you are absolutely right. I think I'll give out 5 stars more now, too.


message 35: by Suzy (new) - rated it 5 stars

Suzy Blazak When is your next book coming out? I read your book years ago and then bought it to read again on Kindle- very rarely do i ever read a book twice. So please honor us with another book on anything! You are an awesome writer鈥�


message 36: by Jill (new) - rated it 5 stars

Jill Smith Thank you for sharing your memoir. I thoroughly enjoyed it. My heart aches for the little girl you were, but never got to be. I鈥檒l be getting the sequel. Glad to know you are in a happy place. You certainly have earned it.


Tikyana Haas Amazing how you can overcome so many negative things in life and still be able to recover/ be such a successful writer. Best book I have ever read and the story will stick with me forever. Lot鈥檚 of emotions passed while reading this book. Thank you for sharing your story.


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