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Hmmmm...
Ok. "Technically" I'm happy with the ending. Even though "happy" really does NOT seem like the right word. Relieved, maybe? Ugh. No, that's no it either. I dont know what to think... I guess it depends on your perspective. Maybe you could call it a tragic HEA? *winces* I'm gonna have to mull this one over. I have a lot of thoughts on it. And honest to goodness, I have NO fucking idea what to rate it. None.

FUCKkk --> "As I stare into [his] eyes, I know that there's no me without him."

Jackass.
Sorry, Cathy but you fucking deserve it.
Karma's a bitch.

I feel ill.

*crying* Poor Ben. Good fucking God, that poor man :( My heart is bleeding for him. Arsen can go to fucking hell. Cathy too. Fuck them both.

Wrong fucking choice :/

Ok. just got tears in my eyes. and yup. im crying. it's rage/joy. ugh, not joy... but FUCK. ok. Go Ben. *fist pump* seriously. Cathy does not FUCKING deserve him. #EMOTIONS

So... I still dont feel anything romantic for Arsen and shit is getting real :/ And seriously, what they're doing to Ben makes me want to throw up. Cathy needs some fucking help. Arsen is just being Arsen, y'know? I wouldn't have expected better from him but Cathy.... fuck. I'm pretty disgusted with her.

Poor Ben. Gah, how can you NOT love him?!
"I wish I could save you, Cathy. Take the pain away; erase it from your body. I wish I could hurt for you, but I can't. You have to save yourself. All I can do is love you. Through it all, just love you. But you need to let me back in."

So.... I'm still not in love with Arsen yet. Not sure if I should be? I mean, I kinda like him but I dont "love love" him at this point...