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“I wonder about others like me, who seem totally fine on the outside but are rotting on the inside, where the rot is this vague state of being not-fine and not-devastated at the same time.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“Books never tire of me. And in time they present a solution, quietly waiting until I am fully healed.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“When you're having a hard time, it's natural to feel like you're having the hardest time in the world. And it's not selfish to feel that way.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“I am someone who is completely unique in this world, someone I need to take care of for the rest of my life, and therefore someone I need to help take each step forwards, warmly and patiently, to allow to rest on some days and to encourage on others - I believe that the more I look into this strange being, myself, the more routes I will find to happiness.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“You keep obsessively holding yourself to these idealised standards, forcing yourself to fit them. It's another way, among many, for you to keep punishing yourself.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“In effect, it's your thoughts that are torturing you.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“What do I wish for? I want to love and be loved. Without suspicion, and with ease.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki

“I used to love being alone. Lying in my bed as I read or daydreamed, taking walks, listening to music on the bus or subway, napping, all of these were my favourite times of the day. But for the past two weeks I've felt inundated by a strange feeling called 'boredom'.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“I hope you will listen to a certain overlooked and different voice within you. Because the human heart, even when it wants to die, quite often wants at the same time to eat some tteokbokki, too.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“To right every wrong you come across in the world would be an impossible endeavor for any one person. You're just one person, and you're putting too much of the weight of the world on yourself.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“If twenty-year-old me met me today, she would cry with joy. And that's enough for me.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“Perhaps you're co-dependent on your work as well. When you get good results, your worth is realised and you relax, but that satisfaction doesn't last long - that's the problem.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“To tell the truth, no one was looking down on me except myself.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“I want to love and be loved. i wan to find a way where I don't hurt myself. I want to live a life where I say things are good more than things are bad. I want to keep failing and discovering new and better directions. I want to enjoy the tides of feeling in me as the rhythms of life. I want to be the kind of person who can walk inside the vast darkness and find the one fragment of sunlight I can linger in for a long time.

Some day, I will.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“Looking deep within myself is always difficult. Especially when I鈥檓 in the throes of negative emotion. How shall I describe it? It鈥檚 like I know everything is fine, but I can鈥檛 stop myself from endlessly checking to make sure it really is fine, and in the process I make myself miserable. Today was like that. I just felt like whining. And leaning on someone, and being sad. To me, sadness is the path of least resistance, the most familiar and close-at-hand emotion I have. A habit that has encrusted itself onto my everyday.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“What matters isn't what people say but what you like and find joy in. I hope you focus less on how you look to other people and more on fulfilling your true desires.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“It鈥檚 impossible to fathom the sadness of those who are left behind, but if life gives one more suffering than death, shouldn鈥檛 we respect their right to end life? We are so bad at mourning in our society. Maybe it鈥檚 a failure of respect. Some call those who choose their own death sinners or failures or losers who give up. Is living until the end really a triumph in every case? As if there can be any true winning or losing in this game of life”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“Psychiatrist: If you make yourself anxious to gain attention, someone will give you attention. Then you get comfortable, and the other person will as well. But after that, you feel despair again. Despite your intentions, you start thinking, If I鈥檓 happy then this person will stop paying attention to me, which naturally leads to you trying to avoid becoming happy at all costs.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“But again, you can enjoy the freedom of your own thoughts. Instead of thinking, 'I must not have these thoughts.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“But books are different. I often look for books that are like medicine, that fit my situation and my thoughts, and I read them over and over again until the pages are tattered, underlining everything and still the book will have something to give me. Books never tire of me. And in time they present a solution, quietly waiting until I am fully healed. That's one of the nicest things about books.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“I don鈥檛 know why an individual has to be treated as less-than and strive to fit society鈥檚 standards when it鈥檚 the people who denigrate
others who are the real problem. That frustrates me. That I can鈥檛 step out of this frame, that I still feel inferior when I meet someone supposedly superior to me, and that I feel confident and comfortable when I meet someone supposedly inferior 鈥� I
absolutely loathe that about myself.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“Your self-esteem determines how you feel about the sincerity of others.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“Sometimes, when someone tells me to 'Cheer up' when I'm going through a tough time, I just want wring their neck.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“Because it begins with me and ends with everyone.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“I feel too young to have seen the life and death of a living sentient being.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“This is a record of a very ordinary, incomplete person who meets another very ordinary, incomplete person, the latter of whom happens to be a therapist.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“It finally occurred to me that to expect someone to always be a certain way or consistently do a certain thing can be a huge burden on them.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“Fear increases when it's something that you keep to yourself. Instead of suffering alone, it can often be good to share it with someone else.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“What I need to practice from now on is to stop trapping myself in the same formula of, 'This is what I have to be doing,' and to simply acknowledge the fact that I am an independent individual.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki

“Ucapan semangat, ucapan pendukung agar kita bisa lebih berani dan ucapan agar kita tidak menciut bisa jadi adalah racun bagi kita.”
― Baek Se-hee, I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokpokki