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Today has been a rough day. My other half and I are not getting along and that always bugs me. Also, I have a friend who I am having issues with. My problems there have dripped into my work. My day has gone from mildly unpleasant to awful. On days like today, I have to remind myself that I’m not starving, I have a nice house, and that overall things are not so bad. I hate it when everything in my life all feels like too much. 

I love to write but on days like today when I feel like there isn't enough of me to go around and I’m lacking in so many ways…I find myself asking whether or not I should’ve published my novel. My book is my hobby. It is my space and my love. When I feel like it has become a chore, another thing on my plate, I question my choices. 

I wish there was a button we could push on days when we know we should not get out of bed. We could just push it and then everyone would know that we’re out for the day. I want that button.