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“Part of the desire to see each other succeed is to stop putting a price on success.”
― Crystal Evans, Jamaican Acute Ghetto Itis

“What is my cheat codeâ€� ?
The more you know about yourself, the more easier it is to discern what is for you and what isn't..
and knowing who you are changes how you react to anything.
You know your limits, you anticipate failures and setbacks, you overcome blockades and obstacles.
It's a cheat code of unlimited uses.
Then people wonder how you bounce back from shit that would have crippled others.
I have a cheat code, it is that I know how I am and what I want and what I can do none of that is contingent on anyone or thing.”
― Crystal Evans, Tall Dark and Bad : Full Edition

“Dating some people is like recurring decimal. You meet them at number one (1) and some you meet them at zero (0) and it never improves and it never gets worse. Dating them is likeâ€�0.55555555555555. You never get back where you start. It don’t get worse and it doesn’t get better. You haven’t even started. You go backwards and it plateaus and stays on one level.”
― Crystal Evans, The Fairy Tale Complex II

“Dating some people is like a recurring decimal. You meet them at number one (1) and some you meet them at zero (0) and it never improves and it never gets worse. Dating them is likeâ€�0.55555555555555. You never get back where you start. It don’t get worse and it doesn’t get better. You haven’t even started. You go backwards and it plateaus and stays on one level.”
― Crystal Evans, The Fairy Tale Complex II

“So I see people mocking my usage of patoisâ€� or Jamaican creole which is a form of pidgin created from Afrikaan, Spanish and English languages. This is a Jamaican page by a Jamaican author. The person in the video is Jamaican. It’s common for people to think English is an indication of intelligence albeit only 20% of the world’s population speaks English and only 5% are native English speakers. I mean English itself is a creole of sorts with words from Celtic, Slavic and Latin languages..

Smartest people in the world are Asians (Chinese, Japanese and Indians) their native languages are Hindi, Mandarin and Creole Cantonese. Swahili and Igbo are big creole languages in Africa.

Linguistic discrimination is not even warranted based on how languages are developed.

Glottophobics are as bad as racist with their linguicism.
English is just a superstrate language due to Anglo- Saxon colonization and the British empire�

English is still a superstrate because of large English speaking populations such as America, England, South Africa, Nigeria and Canada.”
― Crystal Evans, Jamaican Patois Guide

“I take a very long time to let go of a man.
Why?
Because I am one of those types that lead by my ego and not my heart.
I don’t think women lead by their hearts.
I think they make decisions whether to stay or leave based on ego.

Women have bigger egos than men.
Women don’t leave men because of heart break. They leave men when their egos are bruised. When he does something that shatters her pride and make her feel exposed� like she feel like it’s apparent and everybody know he doesn’t rate or love her.

It’s the same reason why a man will cheat and a woman stays with him once he makes it clear that her position has not been altered or usurped. Same goes for having an outside kid.

He kept her ego in tact.
She will ride on that ego until she is so ashamed of his behavior.
Until she finds his actions so reducing and minimizing.

Then her pride won’t allow her to stayâ€� with him anymore.”
― Crystal Evans, 100 Dating Tips for Jamaican Women

“Being the recipient of unrequited love gave me an insight into how people might feel or think who are not that into me.
It made me realize it’s best to let go of a person that doesn’t really want me.
I keep thinking how I feel about the person that likes me and I can’t reciprocate, is exactly how an individual who doesn’t want me feels about me.
RSS SSS
I can’t shake it.
I don’t want to be around anyone that feels that way about me.
A point I explored in my Yakima book.

I think objection of my affection feels the same way about me like I do the person I don’t really like and it’s an overall sickening feeling.

I felt disgusted and I repelled the person who liked me and when I was around them, I wanted them to leave. I tolerated them because I didn’t want to hurt them but I secretly pitied them.

I wish they would move on and find someone to love them and leave me alone.
The more they tried, the more suffocated I felt and imprisoned.
I wanted what I wanted and I didn’t care.
It’s just not you and I don’t know how to change that.

No amount of good treatment from them or logic made me change my mind about the way I felt about him.
It wasn’t him.
That’s finale.

Here is a more twisted part of the story.
When he did, I wish they still loved me but only on my terms when I wanted to see them, when I had time for them. When I could tolerate it.
It’s not that I don’t want him to love me.
I only wanted it when I want it.
Not all the time.

Through unrequited love, l've gained a deeper ... understanding of the importance of mutual interest in relationships. l've learned to acknowledge when someone's enthusiasm isn't reciprocated and to release connections that lack genuine investment. I empathize with those who experience unrequited love, just as I do with the person who admires me without reciprocation. This insight has empowered me to prioritize authentic connections and explore the complexities of love in my Yakima book.”
― Crystal Evans, Yakima

“It would seem that my hypothesis on linguistic intelligence being paraded as “brightnessâ€� went viral. In my country , a number of persons who have mastered the English language have discredited my intellect on the basis of grammar and linguistics. My thesis did underscore that true intellects can create new disciplines, theories and “synthesizeâ€� fundamental truths and concepts. True intellects have high social, emotional and intelligent quotients. They operate at a higher cognitive order because they are able to underpin foundational knowledge along with comprehension and thus develop complex ways of thinking. They have higher cognitive skills and functioning. A true intellect can move their audience in any language be it patois or English because their usage of words and delivery always resonates with the listener and reader. Their output makes you think, wonder, say â€� wow, I’ve never looked at it that way before. It doesn’t involve gloating or conceit. Pure complex yet revolutionized reasoning and speaking.”
― Crystal Evans, Jamaican Acute-Ghetto-itis: Jamaican Sociological Commentary

“A childhood scar is not a birth mark”
― Crystal Evans

“I know what it feels like to unravel. I know how an unhinged state can feel like normal. . I sympathized with suicidal people because I know how the darkness can beâ€� and depression feeds on you like bacteriaâ€� some days it’s active and other days it lays dormant in the permafrost of routine and life’s demands. I imagine the pain I feel on my worst days and then think about how painful it must have been for those who decided to end it all.”
― Crystal Evans, The Bunna Man II: Extended Edition

“Man shares his opinion on me:
Man: I think you are delusional

Me: Is that propositional logic
Me: Or predicate logic or your ego transposing some excuse/reason/premise to why you can’t have me the way you want�

You have only known me for a few days�
And you only know what I tell you or show you�
”
― Crystal Evans, The Bunna Man Trilogy