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Between reading this book and seeing the pictures of the "Love and Sarrow felt by a Sparrow" (you can see it at if you are curious), I'm a weeping mess!

I'm done. I'm not sure what to write. I have to think about everything and just wait 24 hours before even knowing how I feel about this book.

I almost fear reading (listening) to the rest of the book! My dog is waiting for her walk so off to listen to it. I don't work on Fridays so I will finish it today!

I need to finish this book but my Mp3 needs to be charged. :( I feel like I'm just on the edge of figuring everything out. I almost don't want to since I know whatever it is, a box of Kleenax and alot of anger is involved.

Oh and Kathy, it's called being "horny"- nothing more, nothing less.

I want to b*tch slap Ruth. She annoys me so much. Kathy needs to gain a backbone, her willingness to excuse Ruth's behavior is driving me up the wall.

So Kathy is so nonchalant about everything.. she's like "this is how it is" and ladedah (obviously it is hard to voice my frustration w/o giving spoilers. The sex conversation is pretty interesting.

I know the story is just beginning but I'm so confused. There has to be a reason for the tedious details of Kathy's life in Hailsham, right? Kathy is a donee since she talks of others as donor? What are they harvesting their body parts? Ok, please don't tell me if you read the book & I'm sure I'll figure it out eventually but it is already killing me!