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736 pages, Hardcover
First published May 3, 2016
鈥淲hen you spend so long trapped in darkness, you find that the darkness begins to stare back.鈥�
鉂滻 was not a pet, not a doll, not an animal. I was a survivor, and I was strong. I would not be weak, or helpless again. I would not, could not be broken. Tamed.鉂�
I was not a pet, not a doll, not an animal.
I was a survivor, and I was strong.
A brush of his tongue against the seam of my lips had me opening fully for him, and he swept in, claiming me, branding me.
The Written Review
Seven of my favorite Bookish Villains in one !
Hole. Lee. Shh. This sequel is stunning.![]()
I am broken and healing, but every piece of my heart belong to you.
And I realized鈥擨 realized how badly I'd been treated before, if my standards had become so low. If the freedom I'd been granted felt like a privilege and not an inherent right.How could so much happen in one book? How am I in love with every character she creates? Why am I wasting my time writing a review when I have book 3 on my end table just waiting for me? (come to me Mirrrrrandaaaaa. Readdddd meeee *deep breaths* I must be strong. I must tell the world so they can read and join us.)
He thinks he'll be remembered as the villain in the story. But I forgot to tell him that the villain is usually the person who locks up the maiden and throws away the key. He was the one who let me out.I love how Sarah J. Maas is able to just spin together these inspiring and unforgettable characters.
鈥淭o the people who look at the stars and wish, Rhys."The 2018 Popsugar Reading Challenge - A book about mental health.
Rhys clinked his glass against mine. 鈥淭o the stars who listen鈥� and the dreams that are answered.鈥�
*spoilers alert*
*Warning! Overuse of the word fuck (courtesy of Ms. Maas who uses it freely in this book). If you have problems with swearing, do not read this review*
Buddy read with my partners in disappointment: Katerina & Vera. Yay, we are freed from under the Mountain at last! And a special hug goes to my dear friend Simona (click on the names to see girls' reviews) You were right, dear, reading this book and, especially, discussing it is so much fun, indeed.
First of all, let me show to you a simple diagram, where you can see how the level of my engagement toward this book...uh, plummeted (actually I wanted to make the diagram more vertical, but, well, I am not good with graphic stuff) with every chapter until nothing was left for me to enjoy.
And let me tell you it was a rather bumpy and painful ride.
Now, let's clarify a few things:
- I am not a fan of ACOTAR. You can see in my review why.
- I had few expectations starting this book... ah hell, I had THE ONLY expectation - Rhysand.
- I do not hate this book, I dislike it. <----- I am close to hating it now.
This review is probably going to be a mess of thoughts with no structure, so I am sorry in advance if it's confusing, I just wanted to splash out my disappointment.
I liked Rhys in the previous book; I liked his darkness. I knew he was not evil and had his reasons to act as he did, and I wanted to know why. I wanted him and Feyre together. But turns out, me and Rhys are never going to happen, not because he acts OOC (out of character) - after finishing the book, I know that he didn't act OOC - I dislike his sugary nature; there's too much goodness in him, he is practically a Saint: hell, he is the Saint among Fae!
鈥淲e are lucky to have him, Feyre.鈥� I turned from the door. 鈥淚 have known many High Lords,鈥� Amren continued, studying her paper. 鈥淐ruel ones, cunning ones, weak ones, powerful ones. But never one that dreamed. Not as he does.鈥�
鈥淒reams of what?鈥� I breathed.
鈥淥f peace. Of freedom. Of a world united, a world thriving. Of something better鈥攆or all of us.鈥�
Here鈥攈ere was the most powerful High Lord ever born.
The face of dreams and nightmares.
But, fuck, it wasn't even my biggest issue. I hated how Maas compared Tam and Rhys in this book all the time. I never liked Tam, but, seriously, how much shit you can splash on one person before he turns into shit himself? I pity Tam and what Maas did to him. Time and again Maas shoves down our throats how Rhys excels Tam in everything: Tam didn't want to talk to Feyre about his nightmares. Rhys wanted to talk and share. Tam never held her hair while she vomited her guts out every night (she does it a lot, by the way, nauseatingly so). Rhys held her hair and cuddled her:
He never woke when the nightmares dragged me from sleep; never woke when I vomited my guts up night after night. If he knew or heard, he said nothing about it.
Large, warm hands pulled my hair back a moment later.
鈥淏reathe,鈥� Rhys said. 鈥淚magine them winking out like candles, one by one.鈥�
I heaved into the toilet again, shuddering as light and heat crested and rushed out of me, and savored the empty, cool dark that pooled in their wake.
With Tamlin, he鈥檇 kept his own rooms and slept in mine. And I supposed鈥擨 supposed it鈥檇 be the same.
I was almost to my bedroom door when Rhysand drawled from behind me, 鈥淲e can use your room if you like, but 鈥� 鈥� He was leaning against his open bedroom door. 鈥淓ither your room or mine鈥攂ut we鈥檙e sharing one from now on. Just tell me whether I should move my clothes or yours. If that鈥檚 all right with you.鈥�
Then there's Feyre and her love sex life. Feyre said that she fell for the first guy who showed kindness to her.
I鈥檓 thinking that I was a lonely, hopeless person, and I might have fallen in love with the first thing that showed me a hint of kindness and safety.
He buried his face in my neck and said onto my nape, as if the words would be absorbed by my body, as if he could only say it the way we鈥檇 always been good at communicating鈥攕kin to skin.
Feyre/Rhysand. Honestly, I don't believe Tam loved Feyre, no, they just had a comfy agreement: fuck but don't ask questions. Rhys, on the other hand, I believe he really loved her. What about her? No. I am still not convinced it was love from Feyre's side; lust - yes. Again, Feyre has a pattern: when Rhys was a bad guy, she hated him, but when he started doing good stuff for her, she realized how good he is, how kind (don't forget this all is in comparison with Tam like we are stupid kids and can't fathom the universal truth: Rhys is good, Tam is bad); Feyre doesn't "love" Rhys despite his flaws, she "loves" him because he has no flaws. Mr. Purrfect Perfection. And when she finally admits she wants him, she still acts like a hypocrite by saying, "But I loved Tam, deeply, I just don't any longer, because he treated me badly (I still don't get how splashing some paint on walls and locking her up once is abusive and the reason to easily fall out of love)." Did you love him indeed? I want to ask for the thousandth time. Feyre just says she loved him to find an excuse to fuck Rhys. And that leads us to their mating bond.
When Feyre finds out they are mates, she relaxes and thinks, "Fuck, what a relieve now that I know Tam and I was never going to happen, I don't have to feel guilty any longer for wanting to fuck Rhys". But before we cover the mating process, let's touch on the snotty conversation they had. If you still had any doubts before that Rhys is a Saint, believe now that he is. He is a miracle reborn. Attention: he was always kind to Feyre even when he was a dick toward her. He loved her already when they were under the Mountain, he knew they are mates, it wrecked him to hurt her; he was jealous of unworthy Tam, but Rhys was noble and didn't want to ruin Feyre's life. And that sloppy melodramatic speech of his continues for a whole chapter! "A Court of snort and boredom" as someone on GR called it once (sorry, I don't remember who said that or I'd hug this person). And again, Rhy's goodness is shoved down our throats *gags*
Mate.
惭测鈥攎补迟别.
This beautiful, strong, selfless male 鈥� Who had sacrificed and wrecked himself for his family, his people, and didn鈥檛 feel it was enough, that he wasn鈥檛 enough for anyone.
They fuck. It's a disaster of epic proportions. Mountain quacked. MOUNTAIN. QUACKED. Seriously? What was that? Some kind of cheap shapeshifter porn?
Okay, When they are done, and I am done yawning, and we all move to civilized surroundings... wait, what the fuck is happening?! Rhys acts like an animal, he can't stop wanting to screw Feyre. Their mating bond makes them horny as fuck. He is so protective of his female. It's serious stuff among Fae folk, they could even kill if another male looks sideways at their females.
鈥淭he 鈥� frenzy,鈥� he said carefully, as if fearful the wrong word might send us both hurtling for each other before we could get sustenance into our bodies. 鈥淲hen a couple accepts the mating bond, it鈥檚 鈥� overwhelming. Again, harkening back to the beasts we once were. Probably something about ensuring the female was impregnated.鈥� My heart paused at that. 鈥淪ome couples don鈥檛 leave the house for a week. Males get so volatile that it can be dangerous for them to be in public, anyway. I鈥檝e seen males of reason and education shatter a room because another male looked too long in their mate鈥檚 direction, too soon after they鈥檇 been mated.鈥�
My next issue - the plot. First of all, let's not delude ourselves there's something more to the book apart from the romance mating. The plot is a crutch for the romance. Everything characters do, they do between Rhys's and Feyre's courting. And even these parts are poorly executed. Why, oh why, does Maas need to chew everything for us?! We are not stupid, we can get hints and would like to have some space left for the imagination. Show, don't tell. Show us through hints and glances, make us work for information; make us want to know! And the plot itself is primitive: go there, do that - monotone routine with no unexpected parts. 50% into the book and I have already known how everything would end.
I don't understand the half-orgy scene in the Court of Nightmares where Feyre and Rhys were almost fucking while everyone watched. It was a distraction while the others were stealing something important. It's so stupid I can't even. Maas couldn't think of something smart for distraction, rather than this disgusting humiliating scene?! The best part is the ending, though. Why would mortal queens conspire with the King of Hybern? Because they want immortality? They'll get their immortality but will be slaves. Would it be worth it? I don't think so. And why demonstrate the experiment with humans turning into Fae twice? Wasn't one time enough, when Feyre's sister Elain was made into Fae? Why make the same with Nesta? Because it serves Maas's idea of making Feyre's sisters immortal and finding mighty mates for them. It doesn't matter that the plot looks illogical and stretched - everything is ideal for Maas's grand plans. Tam is a traitor because he wants Feyre back. Why, he is a reborn villain now! How stupid it is to betray your country, because of the woman who doesn't want you? Why villains in this book so villainous? Why there's no depth to them? Good is good, bad is bad. End of conversation.
This book is 640 pages long. 640 pages of unnecessary descriptions of clothes, Rhys's goodness, Tam badness, Feyre's vomiting, mating, getting from point A to point B. 640 pages of parading High Lords to who I wouldn't trust to rule a swamp, let alone whole Kingdoms. Where's the smart and cunning in this book? And what kind of place is Night Court? Is it a mix of East and West and the modern world? Lace underwear, seriously?! Why does Night Court resemble so much human reality? Is this another point to Rhys's goodness? I have tons of questions toward this book, but I don't think getting my answers will somehow make it better. It's late for that.
I wouldn't say there wasn't anything good about the book for me. Compared to Rhys and Feyre I liked secondary characters, and Cass and Nesta as a couple attract me more than Rhys and Feyre ever will. It's sad I am not interested in learning more about them in the context of this series.
When I started this book, I practically had no expectations, and now I am angry. Angry at the book I wasn't even sure I would read in the first place! It's a new low. If this book was an erotic novel or NA, I would say, "Good, we had sexy time" - and move on. But this book pretends to be something different than it really is. Something more meaningful and deep, and it cruelly deceives people into thinking they are going to read a fantasy YA with a strong plotline and character development. They will be surprised to find an entirely different beast here. I am glad I am finally done with this series: no more, never again, burn in hell, book.
"Love was balm as much as it was poison"
"He locked you up because he knew- the bastard knew what treasure you are. That you are worth more than land and jewels.
鈥淲hen you spend so long trapped in darkness, you find that the darkness begins to stare back.鈥�
鈥淭o the stars who listen鈥攁nd the dreams that are answered.鈥�
鈥淸I knew that] I would never be a gentle grower of things, or someone who burned like fire鈥攂ut that I would be quiet and enduring and as faceted as the night. That I would have beauty, for those who knew where to look, and if people didn鈥檛 bother to look, but to only fear it...then I didn鈥檛 particularly care for them, anyway.鈥�
鈥淚 am drowning. And the more you do this...you might as well be shoving my head under the water.鈥�
鈥淭he issue isn鈥檛 whether he loved you, it鈥檚 how much. Too much. Love can be a poison.鈥�
鈥淭here is the darkness that frightens, the darkness that soothes, the darkness that is restful.鈥� I pictured each. 鈥淭here is the darkness of lovers, and the darkness of assassins. It becomes what the bearer wishes it to be, needs it to be. It is not wholly bad or good.鈥�
鈥淪weep it under the rug, like everything else.鈥�
鈥淭here are good days and hard days for me鈥攅ven now. Don鈥檛 let the hard days win.鈥�
鈥淚 have so many things to deal with that I鈥檓 sometimes tempted to unleash my power across the world and wipe the board clean. Just to buy me some damned peace.鈥� #relatable
鈥淵ou remain your own person. You decide your fate鈥攜our choices. Not me. You chose yesterday. You choose every day. Forever.鈥�
鈥淚 once lived in a place where the opinion of others mattered. It suffocated me, nearly broke me. [...] with enough courage, you can say to hell with a reputation. You do what you love, what you need.鈥�
鈥淚 wonder if, even in my despair and hopelessness, I was never truly alone. I wonder if I was looking for this place鈥攍ooking for you all.鈥�
鈥淚鈥檓 thinking, that I look at you and feel like I鈥檓 dying. Like I can鈥檛 breathe.鈥�
鈥淵ou think I don鈥檛 know how stories get written鈥攈ow this story will be written? I am the dark lord, who stole away the bride of spring. I am a demon, and a nightmare, and I will meet a bad end. He is the golden prince鈥搕he hero who will get to keep you as his reward for not dying of stupidity and arrogance.鈥�