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Hideaway by Penelope Douglas
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bookshelves: dark-romance, enemies-to-lovers, meh, new-adult, second-chance, shy-dorky-heroines, pour-moi
Read 2 times. Last read December 3, 2024.

3 stars

first of all, im just grateful that there's an asian male lead because they are being slept on in the romance genre!!! like... why tho? asian men are literally so hot??

here's a list of asian men that have blessed my eyes:
- // i mean look at those tattoos tho yummm
- // this dude is in greys anatomy and oh boyy when i saw him i was about to call 911 cuz my heart stopped and i wanted him to revive it 🥴
- // can we talk about this mans glow up???
- and // these two could be Kai because... yes
- and finally, every kpop star ever // every. single. one. of. them.


ok ANYWAYS. enough thirsting on beautiful asian men and time to talk about the book.

i gotta be honest, since i did read Corrupt very recently and that horrible scene is still fresh in my mind, it ruined the reading experience for me. im so sorry but i really can't get over the threesome scene with Kai (H), Michael and Rika. i'll just share y'all my trauma with this scene // SPOILERS:

“Jesus, you feel so good. I can’t believe I went without this for so long.�
Sweat made his body shine, and I sucked his bottom lip between my teeth. “You’re so deep. Make me come again, Kai.�
He tightened his fist in my hair. “You don’t even have to ask, baby.�


DO YOU SEE WHAT I HAD TO GO THROUGH. i- i am not okay.



i really can't get over it. i'll forever be traumatized knowing the fact that Kai enjoyed eating Rika out or that she felt so good or how he "fucked hard and fast like he was possessed" or that having sex with her was "better than anything he remembers". like why even do this tho? of course there's gonna be consequences from that threesome and that consequence would most likely be bad.

pro tip : don't read Corrupt a day before reading this because of reasons above.

characters
to be honest, i don't know how i feel about KAI MORI (H). he's actually very nice and waaay less toxic than Michael and he's very considerate and sweet to Banks after he was being mean and i really appreciated that but ehh i find Damon more interesting. and as for BANKS (h) welll... once she bitch slapped Rika let's just say i fell in love at first sight. she does give in a little easy with Kai but i didn't mind it because at least he's not planning on ruining her life.

romance
going back to the threesome in Corrupt, that ruined the romance here but that's not the only reason. i didn't feel the chemistry between Kai and Banks in the present time because everything was all over the place and i guess there was also a bit of less showing, more telling. Kai tells us that Banks makes him hungry or some shit like that but like, when? 6 years has gone by the last time y'all saw each other and once you see each other again, there's barely any chemistry?

although this was the case, there were some scenes where i lived for the wholesome content and the emotional bonding (spoilers) like the shower scene where they were talking about stargazing, them eating steak and Kai opening up, and Banks saving and bringing in 9 dogs and her cook and basically adopting them and Kai was just like that's my girlll but like in a sly way. it was really cute.

OW/OM drama (spoilers)
okaaay time to mention the stupid threesome scene from the first book again. so we all know there's obviously gonna be blowback from that stupid shit and Banks knew about this so she despised Rika at first and that's understandable. so, yes, uhh there was girl fight here where Banks and Rika were legit fighting each other with fists and such and... well, i was highkey cheering on Banks. im sorry but i just don't like books 1 and 2 Rika. she was the most annoying character in this series with her entitlement when it comes to the boys like please girl stay in your own lane.

but that isn't the worst part. another scene comes up where another out-of-character shit happens where Banks and Rika make out in front of Kai and Michael because apparently Banks and Kai need to be equal and since he had Rika, it was now her turn...



let's forget that Banks is shy and all of her other characteristics for the sake of smut 🙄. also, the two couples had sex in the same room and it gave me The Punk and the Plaything vibes and (spoilers) i hated the group sex in that book.

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one thing i learned from this book is that Damon could seriously be a spy or something because im honestly so impressed with his stealth skills. he could quite literally be batman if he wants to.

also, knowing more stuff about Damon in this book suddenly made me blind about the shit he put Rika through in the first book. what did he do again?? i really can't remember? oh he kidnapped and hurt and- oops. there goes my memory being erased again. oh weellll.

Devil's Night series
#1: corrupt1.75 stars
#2: hideaway3 stars
#3: kill switch4 stars
#3.5: conclave2.5 stars
#4: nightfall1.75 stars
#4.5: fire night3 stars
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Reading Progress

July 13, 2020 – Shelved
July 14, 2020 – Started Reading
July 17, 2020 – Finished Reading
December 3, 2024 – Started Reading
December 3, 2024 – Finished Reading

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message 1: by Lien (new) - added it

Lien Your asian men harem 😂 Have to admit, Dev Patel is not my type but the others... 🤔😏


Tears Of Venus seeing rika's name made me stabby for a sec but you more than made up for it with all these new people to stalk on IG. thank you 🙈


message 3: by Bee (new) - rated it 3 stars

Bee Mel I love your reviews so much!! Yes yes and yes. Spot. On. ❤️


B(ea) just yesterday i was like ‘were there any threesomes in my my Kai’s book???� and thank god ur review didn’t mention any but THEN i recalled that SPOLIERS:he fucked banks while michael’s fucked rika in the same room....i-
you’re so right, that’s so out of Banks’s character ugh. Pen’s gotta start recognising her characters in a personal level instead of writing their weird sex scenes just to please her own imagination 🖐🏻🌈🤚🏻
as always, ur review is SO GOOD✨�


 ⚔Iܲí⚔ I didn't read the series but your hilarious review makes me wanna drag myself right into this hot mess😂😂😂


moonlight ☾ [semi-hiatus] LOL I love how you wrote a list (and I agree with the last one especially sjsjs). I'm with you on finding Damon interesting the most of all the boys 😂 but I agree, Kai and Banks definitely had their wholesome moments in this book and I loved it. Great review, Mel! <3


message 7: by julia (last edited Jul 19, 2020 08:19PM) (new)

julia first: thank you for the drool worthy pictures at the beginning of this review! second: OMG these people are weirdest friend group i have ever read about (i'm following this saga through your reviews)! why do they all want to have sex/make out with eachother/have sex in the same room as each other? third: i'm sorry but how does MAKING OUT WITH THE GIRL YOUR BOYFRIEND HAD A THREESOME WITH make anything better? he still had sex with her! it doesn't change anything and again if that is how her character is written great! have her make out with all the girls! but doing it just for the sake of smut is a strange choice indeed.

honestly your reviews are making me want to read this series out of shear curiosity! they are pure gold!


Natah•There's NO such thing as Too Many Books• THIS REVIEW!!! OMG, I'm dead🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣


message 9: by Amz (new) - rated it 2 stars

Amz "Damon could seriously be a spy or something because im honestly so impressed with his stealth skills. he could quite literally be batman if he wants to." 😂😂 oh man that's the best


Բˡ I gave up on this book 2 days ago, but your review makes me wanna pick it up again!!! Also, Damon = Batman? Fab conclusion😂😂. Your review made me relive *the-scene-that-shall-not-be-talked-about* and I think I'm traumatised all over again😟

Anyways, fabulous review💞 I can already tell my fav scene is gonna be Banks bitch slapping Rika😅🙈


sleepyreads Yess banks is such a prude she hated her mom for making a porno it doesn’t make sense that she would also have sex with other people in the room 🤦‍♀�


message 12: by Becky (new)

Becky He had the ménage before or after meeting the h? And since the first time they were intimate they are only with each other?


❤️Court - Villains Do It Better❤️ Duuudeeee literally every kdrama, Cdrama and kpop star though. Like whyyyy don't we have more Asian leads in books when Kdramas have already proven they are literally God given gifts🙌


mel ☽ Lien wrote: "Your asian men harem 😂 Have to admit, Dev Patel is not my type but the others... 🤔😏"

dev patel is literally so cute lolll i think i love his personality cuz hes so chil 😂 but yess gotta appreciate asian male beauty 🥺


mel ☽ Tears Of Venus, but humans call me Mina wrote: "seeing rika's name made me stabby for a sec but you more than made up for it with all these new people to stalk on IG. thank you 🙈"

LOLOL that's literally me. whenever i see rika's name, my fight or flight gets triggered 😂 and girll you're welcome. christian yu is so yummy tho


mel ☽ Bee wrote: "Mel I love your reviews so much!! Yes yes and yes. Spot. On. ❤️"

aww thanks Bee 🥺 can we talk about YOUR reviews being spot on as well tho??


mel ☽ alluringtales, just B wrote: "just yesterday i was like ‘were there any threesomes in my my Kai’s book???� and thank god ur review didn’t mention any but THEN i recalled that SPOLIERS:he fucked banks while michael’s fucked rika..."

ok ngl im kinda thankful there are no full on threesomes in this book 😂 but still. banks making out with rika is so weird to me and also why does it always have to be rika who's getting all the benefits?? ughhh. and yup! i really hope there are no weird threesomes/orgies in Will's book but im pretty sure there will be 😅 thanks B <33


mel ☽ Irunía wrote: "I didn't read the series but your hilarious review makes me wanna drag myself right into this hot mess😂😂😂"

okay but you gotta read the series too so you know how i feel 😂😂 it IS a hot mess but i guiltily love it 60% of the time lolll


mel ☽ Charee � wrote: "LOL I love how you wrote a list (and I agree with the last one especially sjsjs). I'm with you on finding Damon interesting the most of all the boys 😂 but I agree, Kai and Banks definitely had thei..."

i gotta show off some of my husbands to the world ya know 😂 and dont get me started on the kpop stars cuz like- dude. they're literally so beautiful im legit jealous omfg. but idc cuz they're so ethereal hahaha. im so glad Kai and Banks had some scenes where they emotionally connected tho unlike Michael and Rika!! thank you Charee <3


mel ☽ Julia wrote: "first: thank you for the drool worthy pictures at the beginning of this review! second: OMG these people are weirdest friend group i have ever read about (i'm following this saga through your revie..."

oh girl no problem. i gotchu dont worryyy. and they really are 😂 i dont know why theyre so into sharing when theyre all "alpha males" they're so weird but at least they're not as bad as Last Riders LOL. AND I KNOW RIGHT?! how does making out with the girl ur boyfriend had a threesome with... equal? like- girl pls. stop. Michael actually started this whole thing and he even said him and Banks should hook up (as a joke.. i hope) and THEY should've kissed lmao idc if thats controversial but Rika DID initiate the threesome in the last book after she said i love you to Michael and after she said something like "i only want you Michael" or some shi like that.

but omg please read it!! we can be traumatized together 😂


mel ☽ yasmin wrote: "CHRISTIAN YU!!! omg she has taste and it's immaculate"

girlll if you like christian yu too then YOUR taste is immaculate as well and gotta appreciate that 😌� also he's literally so hot. like, how can someone be so cute and sexy at the same time???!!!


mel ☽ Natah•There's NO such thing as Too Many Books� wrote: "THIS REVIEW!!! OMG, I'm dead🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣"

😂 LOLLL


mel ☽ Amz wrote: ""Damon could seriously be a spy or something because im honestly so impressed with his stealth skills. he could quite literally be batman if he wants to." 😂😂 oh man that's the best"

but HE REALLY COULD THO!! his hiding place is so smart and- well, he's just the smartest out of all the group lol him being Batman? yeahh i won't complain about that 😂


mel ☽ Arena wrote: "I gave up on this book 2 days ago, but your review makes me wanna pick it up again!!! Also, Damon = Batman? Fab conclusion😂😂. Your review made me relive *the-scene-that-shall-not-be-talked-about* a..."

yeah :( it was kind of.. boring?? idk i read Damon's book before this and i just know the first 2 books aren't as good as kill switch loll so my standards and expectations were pretty high.

but he really could be tho dont you think?? he's so stealthy and smart omfg he would be PERFECT. also, batman is my favorite superhero so im a bit biased 😂 but oh god im so sorry i made you relive that horrible scene LOL but i really couldn't forget it tho!! especially since i read it before reading this! it was torture. and yup! the bitch-slapping scene was THE BEST. no joke.


mel ☽ Castle wrote: "Yess banks is such a prude she hated her mom for making a porno it doesn’t make sense that she would also have sex with other people in the room 🤦‍♀�"

ohhh wait- that's such a good point! i forgot about her mother ngl lol. but yes you're 100% right. Banks making out with Rika ruined things for me cuz i dont like Rika at all and she still gets all the benefits ugh 🙄


mel ☽ Rebeka wrote: "He had the ménage before or after meeting the h? And since the first time they were intimate they are only with each other?"

the threesome happened in the first book and there's a one year gap between this book and the last book! and hmm in the past they did 2nd base and ofc, Kai had been with OW but when he got out of prison, he was celibate until the stupid threesome. then again, during the one year, he was with women but there were no details about it just that before meeting Banks again at the beginning of the book, he hasn't slept with anyone in a long while!


mel ☽ CourtRocks wrote: "Duuudeeee literally every kdrama, Cdrama and kpop star though. Like whyyyy don't we have more Asian leads in books when Kdramas have already proven they are literally God given gifts🙌"

EXACTLY! every kdrama ever has the most beautiful male and female leads ive ever laid my eyes on 🥺 and cdrama, and kpop too! they're just all so talented that im highkey jealous lmaoo like, please share some of your aura to me, thank youu


mel ☽ readingsnfeelings wrote: "you lost me at Christian Yu ahahha omfg your taste girl YESSSS🔥 great review!"

Christian Yu needs more appreciation cuz he's so sexy and beautiful and ughhhh 🥺 he's my babyyy lol but thank youu <3


message 29: by swedishruler (new)

swedishruler B Mel your reviews are absolutely the best ones. I’m not sure you want me to be laughing but I be rolling on the floor. Thanks for the reviews. Like this I know that I didn’t miss anything after the first one. 🥴


Lindsey Marie This is a great review. X


mel ☽ Nova wrote: "Mel your reviews are absolutely the best ones. I’m not sure you want me to be laughing but I be rolling on the floor. Thanks for the reviews. Like this I know that I didn’t miss anything after the ..."

aww thats- thats so sweet 🥺 thank youuu. but omg please read this series! i really wanna know what u think about it too, especially if you read the first book 😅


mel ☽ Lindsey wrote: "This is a great review. X"

thank youu Lindsey 🥰 💕


Lauren ♡ great review! I actually skipped Corrupt in my re-read as I couldn't deal with Rika that much again... just couldn't do it 🙅😂


Phuong ✯ your asian men harem ... interesting 😂


EmBibliophile First of all, girl you’ve got an excellent taste and I’d love to cheer you for that. Where can I sign to have Damon as the new batman please? Because I so can see that happening! Also, I think the moment I started to like Banks is when she slapped Rika as well, lol! Loved your review, Mel! xx


message 36: by (new) - rated it 5 stars

☪ I gotta say you just wrote down everything I felt reading the book. Thanks for the review 👍


Bookadmirer I saw Hideo Muraoka for Kai's inspiration on the authors pinterest board. And kpop stars, not sure about that because Korean and Japanese people have very distinguish features. You can understand who is Korean and Who is Japanese easily if you look closely.

And Dev Patel is Indian right? I don't know the other guys you mentioned.

One of my favorite Japanese actor is Mackenyu. He is Japanese - American but no one mentioned him ever. :/


mel ☽ Lauren � wrote: "great review! I actually skipped Corrupt in my re-read as I couldn't deal with Rika that much again... just couldn't do it 🙅😂"

ughh should've done that too 😂 i really forgot how unlikeable she was omfg. but thank youuu


mel ☽ Phuong � wrote: "your asian men harem ... interesting 😂"

they're all king material and i am here for it 😌✨�


mel ☽ EmBibliophile wrote: "First of all, girl you’ve got an excellent taste and I’d love to cheer you for that. Where can I sign to have Damon as the new batman please? Because I so can see that happening! Also, I think the ..."

why thank you girl 😂 and omg ok lets make a petition to make Damon as Batman cuz they're literally the same.. in a way lolll and yup! when Banks bitch-slapped Rika i was in shock- in awe. like... what a woman. honestly, she should become mayor not Rika? cuz Rika being mayor doesn't make sense :/. thank you Em <33


mel ☽ Saima wrote: "I gotta say you just wrote down everything I felt reading the book. Thanks for the review 👍"

yaayyy im glad you feel that way too! thank youu Saima :)


message 42: by mel � (last edited Jul 21, 2020 05:31PM) (new) - rated it 3 stars

mel ☽ Bookadmirer wrote: "I saw Hideo Muraoka for Kai's inspiration on the authors pinterest board. And kpop stars, not sure about that because Korean and Japanese people have very distinguish features. You can understand w..."

yess me too!! that's why i put him on my list of asian men i have a crush in the beginning of my review because he's so handsome omg. and yup! i definitely can understand the difference for sure lol but i gotta add dev patel tho 🥺 he's so handsome. and ohh ive never seen Mackenyu in anything but gotta say, girl, he is cuuute.


message 43: by ԲԲ� (new) - added it

ԲԲ✨ YES TO MORE ASIAN MALE LEADS! i am v appreciative of every asian dude u linked :'))


mel ☽ ԲԲ� wrote: "YES TO MORE ASIAN MALE LEADS! i am v appreciative of every asian dude u linked :'))"

i knooow!! we need more asian male leads! i was so happy when the josh and hazel book by christina lauren had an asian male lead 🥺


message 45: by ԲԲ� (new) - added it

ԲԲ✨ mel wrote: "ԲԲ� wrote: "YES TO MORE ASIAN MALE LEADS! i am v appreciative of every asian dude u linked :'))"

i knooow!! we need more asian male leads! i was so happy when the josh and hazel book by christi..."


omg i actually didn't know that!! okay that book has now officially bumped up my tbr 😂


message 46: by Lana Reads (new)

Lana Reads Thank you for all the hot asian men in the beginning, girl!😋
Sorry it all was disappointment! Great review though, Mel!🖤


message 47: by Biblio P (new)

Biblio P Dev Patel is SO underrated,amiright?! That's a great list you've got and a really good review even though you were pretty disappointed with the book!


mel ☽ Lana Reads wrote: "Thank you for all the hot asian men in the beginning, girl!😋
Sorry it all was disappointment! Great review though, Mel!🖤"


no problem girl 😂 and yeah :( i actually liked the MCs but ehhh i just felt they weren't that interesting compared to the MCs for the next book lol


mel ☽ Paru wrote: "Dev Patel is SO underrated,amiright?! That's a great list you've got and a really good review even though you were pretty disappointed with the book!"

HE IS. omfg he's so talented and his acting is soo good he needs more hype. and loll thank you :)) hopefully the new one coming out isn't a disappointment but im already seeing 1-stars 😅


message 50: by Melissa (new)

Melissa Hawkins Asian men and women are exclusively my type so I agree 100% with you there lmao


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