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“賯賱亘賷 丕賱匕賷 兀禺亘賾賽卅賴 賯亘賱 兀賳 兀賳丕賲 鬲丨鬲 賵爻丕丿鬲賷

禺賵賮賸丕 賲賳 賯胤賾賻丕毓 丕賱胤乇賯 賵 丕賱賲爻丿賾賻爻丕鬲 丕賱賱胤賷賮丞

廿賳賾賻賴購 丕賱丌賳 賷乇賷丿 兀賳 賷賮乇賾賻 賲賳 賯賮氐賴 丕賱氐丿乇賷

賱賷亘丨孬 毓賳 毓賲賱 賵 乇睾賷賮 兀亘賷囟

賵 賮鬲丕丞 賷賳丕賲 賲毓賴丕 賮賷 睾乇賮丞 氐睾賷乇丞

賲賮鬲賵丨丞 丿丕卅賲賸丕 賱賱兀氐丿賯丕亍 賵 丕賱賰鬲亘 賵 丕賱毓氐丕賮賷乇.”
― 乇賷丕囟 丕賱氐丕賱丨 丕賱丨爻賷賳, 兀爻丕胤賷乇 賷賵賲賷賾賻丞

“丕賱噩賲丕賱購 丕賱丨夭賷賳 賱賴 賵賯毓 毓賱賷 丕賱賯賱亘 兀卮丿 賲賳 賵賯毓 丕賱噩賲丕賱 丕賱囟丕丨賰”
― Leo Tolstoy, 丌賳丕 讴丕乇賷賳賷賳丕

“兀賲丕 氐丨賷丨 丕賳 丕賱賱賶 亘賷禺鬲卮賵丕 賲丕鬲賵丕 .. 賵 賰賱 兀賴賱 丕賱鬲賱丕賲賴 賵 丕賱亘乇賵丿 毓丕賷卮賷賳”
― 亘賷乇賲 丕賱鬲賵賳爻賷, 丕賱賲噩賲賵毓丞 丕賱賰丕賲賱丞 賱卮丕毓乇 丕賱卮毓亘: 亘賷乇賲 丕賱鬲賵賳爻賷

“what love looks like

what does love look like the therapist asks
one week after the breakup
and i鈥檓 not sure how to answer her question
except for the fact that i thought love
looked so much like you

that鈥檚 when it hit me
and i realized how naive i had been
to place an idea so beautiful on the image of a person
as if anybody on this entire earth
could encompass all love represented
as if this emotion seven billion people tremble for
would look like a five foot eleven
medium-sized brown-skinned guy
who likes eating frozen pizza for breakfast

what does love look like the therapist asks again
this time interrupting my thoughts midsentence
and at this point i鈥檓 about to get up
and walk right out the door
except i paid too much money for this hour
so instead i take a piercing look at her
the way you look at someone
when you鈥檙e about to hand it to them
lips pursed tightly preparing to launch into conversation
eyes digging deeply into theirs
searching for all the weak spots
they have hidden somewhere
hair being tucked behind the ears
as if you have to physically prepare for a conversation
on the philosophies or rather disappointments
of what love looks like

well i tell her
i don鈥檛 think love is him anymore
if love was him
he would be here wouldn鈥檛 he
if he was the one for me
wouldn鈥檛 he be the one sitting across from me
if love was him it would have been simple
i don鈥檛 think love is him anymore i repeat
i think love never was
i think i just wanted something
was ready to give myself to something
i believed was bigger than myself
and when i saw someone
who probably fit the part
i made it very much my intention
to make him my counterpart

and i lost myself to him
he took and he took
wrapped me in the word special
until i was so convinced he had eyes only to see me
hands only to feel me
a body only to be with me
oh how he emptied me

how does that make you feel
interrupts the therapist
well i said
it kind of makes me feel like shit

maybe we鈥檙e looking at it wrong
we think it鈥檚 something to search for out there
something meant to crash into us
on our way out of an elevator
or slip into our chair at a cafe somewhere
appear at the end of an aisle at the bookstore
looking the right amount of sexy and intellectual
but i think love starts here
everything else is just desire and projection
of all our wants needs and fantasies
but those externalities could never work out
if we didn鈥檛 turn inward and learn
how to love ourselves in order to love other people

love does not look like a person
love is our actions
love is giving all we can
even if it鈥檚 just the bigger slice of cake
love is understanding
we have the power to hurt one another
but we are going to do everything in our power
to make sure we don鈥檛
love is figuring out all the kind sweetness we deserve
and when someone shows up
saying they will provide it as you do
but their actions seem to break you
rather than build you
love is knowing who to choose”
― Rupi Kaur, The Sun and Her Flowers